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i am feeling very helpless.. i am feeling very sad.. i dunno who to talk to... i didnt know that my msg for my mum will make him question me...

i'm tired, i'm stress n i know he is too.. i have put my tiredness n stress aside to help him, to console him n to make him feel better.. to figure out how can i help him...

hm, i starred at the scene n i'm speechless..helpless...

our 1st song- jia you song. very nice song,, love it so much but my darling says very robotic... siao dar.. tot he will like it~ hmm...

giving out prizes to all the winners- v n i looks pretty right? love this pic o.. thanx to ai ai n mim chin's mum for such a nice pic

yeah~ happy ending, Nesh thanked us for our good work., they said that that was a GOOD show~ thanx for the assurance Nesh~

i feel so so so so so good after seeing my frens, jia li, ai fang n qin yi... ai fang went off before the meeting ends as she need to rush to another place for another meeting...

jia li wanted to go off early too but at last she stayed back with us for a chat and sacrified her writing time (she needs to rush for an article before dateline).. haha.. so we went mamak n i had nasi goreng... jia li says she wanna try n she ate half of the plate... oooooo... then i have to order another roti pisang... roti pisang tak da. so i had roti planta that is like roti kosong.. tasteless...

then jia li says she wanna treat us, i paid 50 cents and jia li paid rm12... haha.. boss ask her wat we had so that he could kira the bill.. then jia li says she only drank teh tarik.. n the boss siao siao smiling at her.. cos jia li didnt know that the boss was asking so that he know wat we had n then only he can kira the price..ahaha... this silly funny jia li...

i had not stopped laughing the whole night.. jia li said so many funny stories n she told us the whole process how her bfgot intoto her... ahaha... so so so funny.. but i'm not going to tell u here..ahaha...

then she asked me to change my career cos i told her everything le n she says i'm more suitable in doing sales.. we knew each other since 3 yrs ago n i believe she knows me well cos we used to work every yr end together... ahaha.. bcos of school camp. n until today i stil love her so much..

after seeing my frens, i am so sure that i wanna change job but i dunno how to open my mouth.. i'm afraid that the manager wil have to face another pressure bcos of me.. hai.. i'm so so so so scare~God.. please give me some wisdom...n braveness.. i NEED them!!!

she also adviced me a lot on rs.. she asked me abt him n i told her that things are quite smooth recently n she said a lot a lot a lot a lot of things a.. ask me to cherish wat i have.. hm n i had just recalled that i used "cherish makes no regret" term before for my msn nick... hm.. ya.. it's true.. cherish makes no regret~

i wanna say i love u jia li.. ahaha...thanx so much lady~

在friendster的贴看到了这个，转载跟大家分享一下。

“每个女孩曾经都是一个没有泪的天使

因为遇到自己喜欢的男孩才开始流泪 成为一
个凡人

女孩 为男孩付 出了一切 甚至生命

男孩却不懂得珍惜 到最后都不明白女孩的爱

女 孩越飞越远 心里始终放不下像个孩子的他

千言万语说也说不完 女孩留下了最后一滴泪

男孩 终於感觉到要失去她 伸手想留住却遥不可及

渐渐 的 渐渐的......女孩飘走了 ...

男孩拚命的喊 拚命的追 只能眼睁睁的看著女孩消
失在天的尽 头...

每个男孩都不要辜 负你身边的那个女孩...

因为她为你放弃了整个天堂.. ”

这种时候总是会遇到一些让你更痛， 更痛，更痛的字和歌。

也好，好好的痛后，就要好好的过日子了。

好想抛开一切跑到一个很远很远的地方。

很想去一个可以让我哭，然后让我重生的一个地方。

我好像死了。我什么感觉都不见了。除了逃避。

逃避可以让我忘记一个人？

我们用一分钟来爱上一个人，但我们却需要用一辈子的时间来忘记一个人。

一个人就有足够的力量来打垮我们，也有足够的力量让我们重生？

重生？我还有机会吗？

哈哈哈。

明天有会是怎样的明天？害怕有明天。

i'm so down now.. y does ppl that i love hurt me so much? today is the only time i'm home for the whole week... i just wanna rest more and do some of the stuffs that i gotta finish..

i only use my comp one hour per week... y do i need to endure his shity temper... i just hate dealing with these ppl...

my life is like a shit now...

ya i start working ad... at citychemo as a R&D chemist...hmm very tiring.. but interesting.. hope to learn things there...

but i hope to have more time for myself n bf n family... i feel so sorry for my bf, but he's a very understanding guy, a very mature man.. i really hope that something will work out between the two of us...

thanx so much darling for ur support.. ur love keeps me alive...love u.. u jia you k...

i got 3 job offers in 2 days.

job number One is from Stemtech international, working as a sales & marketing executive... working 5 and a half day per week, 9am-5.30pm for weekdays then half day for saturday... they are giving me basic pay+ car allowance (aka travelling fees) + hp allowance... the car allowance that they are providing is actually low in market.. that's y i wil have to pay for the exceeded amount and this money comes from my basic pay, or mayb from commision if i do well... manager says that if we perform well and if we are conviencing, we can get commision up to rm8-9 k per month... big money...

job number Two is from L&S Cosmetic & Toiletries Manufacturing Factory, working as a R&D Chemist, at the same thing also doing Sales and MArketing, because they believe that only with direct connection and communication with customers, only the chemist will know what kind of product and service we can provide them... they are giving me basic pay + overtime + nothing else... if they need u to travel then only they will provide milage and toll claim... the money is not enough as well, but i wil be learning 2 skills at the same time... R&D n marketing, which i think thati need them both to prepare myself for a better future.... i like the manager and their managing director.. very friendly and helpful ppl... n i accepted the job..

job number Three is from Acucare System, as a product specialist n my main job is actually doing sales as well.. the manager is very friendly and good, she called up after i have accepted my job... she congratulated me for having another job offer and she asked about the job, she's curious about what is the job scope workign as a chemist... and she says that these products will never go out-dated as this is human's daily product.. at least in msia n sg, ppl need to bath everyday wot... and she even asked me to help her find a particular hair product ... haha... start networking with other ppl ad, my darling said this to me... she asked me to get back to her if i am not happy with the job, they wil always welcome me cos they actually only selected a few product specialist from 30 pver applicants, i'm really happy when i heard that.. she's really a nice lady, and she even told me to be well prepared if i'm going into sales, i'm sure that i can learn a lot from her as well, but for now, i will still pick L&S... thanx so much Ms Jenny...

yea, i struggled a long time and i finally picked the R&D chemist + marketing job... this job has the lowest pay but i'm looking at wat i can learn most and where can i learn more... somemore, my mindset is that sales personnel has to build up good relationships with doctors to have their supports, and i can forsee that some of the doctors will not entertain sales people and i dont see that they will really respect sales person... but working as a chemist, at least most of your customers will be kind to u n respect u...

i hope i had made a good choice... i'm starting my career now and i hope i can have a better future in working in L&S... good luck to everyone too...